Merry Christmas Dom.
I and the children so dearly wish you you were here with us today as well as everyday. Harry is really excited about Santa coming with presents and he thinks you will have seen Santa and his sleigh from heaven.
It’s so hard at this time of year being without you and trying to enjoy the festive period. I’m doing things the best I can. We went to the Bradford Playhouse yesterday like we all did back in 2019 to see their pantomime. We all had a good time and Eleanor and Harry really enjoyed themselves. It reminded me of the good times we had as a 4 and I could hear you laughing.
I had a dream about you last night. I don’t have many and I think you do it deliberately so that I don’t get stressed. It was lovely to see you and you looked really well. It was really really good.
I miss you being in my life. I miss you being here to help with all the stuff for the house which I don’t have a clue about. Life is so unbelievably hard still. It just hurts.
Sending all my love to you this Christmas x