Dom missing you so very much. Everyday is hard and enduring this lockdown makes my pain even worse. I wish I could see you and just have you here at home. I know you wouldn’t be happy with the current situation with the restrictions but at least you would be here with me, Eleanor and Harry. The first lockdown was hard and things were stressful for you but I took for granted the fact we were all safe and well. Now I regret the fact I didn’t appreciate that time more. Things are so hard here and I just so wish I could just be with you, talk to you, cuddle you. I love you x